WONDERING

Posted by Nathan

Why i am having these doubts. i don”t know what to do about them either. i can’t hurt him by saying this or telling him about them. i know i love him 100% i guess i just have to work through this. i really need to see him soon i think that that is probably what is driving me so crazy. the fact that i can”t see him or know what”s going on or just being there for him while he is sick like this. i feel like i can”t be a good boyfriend because i am to inexperienced and really don’t know how to make a relationship work right.  i love him so much so why am i feeling this way. i feel so unimportant right now and i don”t even know why he is always telling me how much i matter to him and i know he loves me he flat out said he doesn’t even look at other guys anymore! he said we could adopt because he knows how much i want kids. he would probably live a happy life with out being a dad but he knows how important it is to me and is wiling to do this. what the fuck is wrong with me?! i don’t get why i can”t just be happy i have so much thats been given to me. i have an amazing best friend, an amazing family, and the best man in the world! what is wrong with me? i don”t even know why i’m doing this its not like i can tell anyone this stuff. whatever fuck it. i’m just gonna put all of this shit behind me. none of it matters. all that matters is that i love him and he loves me. thank you God for giving me such an amazing man to love, thank you for giving me a love like this. i have never felt this way about anyone before. no one has ever given me butterflies in my stomach or made my heart flutter constantly, or taken my breath away just because i’m thinking about them. i know i am so incredibly blessed i guess i’m just having an insecure moment. but i know what i have and thats an amazing, incredible, beautiful, intelligent, caring, very horny (but not obnoxiously so), open, honest, funny, creative, artistic, loving man. and i wouldn’t give him up for anything in the world. Thank You so much God!’, ‘Wondering’

About nathan

Nathan Nevitt ruthlessly pursued proposed Shawn Zone Walker to marry him in a house of God. Resulting in him trying to use Shawn as his personal ATM. et al. After Nathan Nevitt’s abuse and the abuse of his family Ginny (Virginia Lies) Nevitt and Daniel Nevitt, Shawn was found comatose, by Nathan Nevitt. Nathan Nevitt fired Shawn’s long-time coalloborators Aaron Housos James and Levi D Wall, also forbidding Shawn or Levi to communicate. Nathan Nevitt is also on record for taking over the Films Productions bands, ANNONXN and Films Crew, of which he would be the vocalist, keyboardist and front man, he is not. Nathan Nevitt believes that he is a fashion model, he is not. Nathan Nevitt retains a small fortune in jewelry, clothes, and whatever else he conned Shawn out of. This site refuses to say anything negative about Nathan Nevitt, these are just facts

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