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Monday, January 23, 2007
  Can someone tell me what is going on with My SZ!?  I have been told not to contact his family by a reliable source who has not informed me yet of what is going on.  Please someone, anyone, tell me what is going on!  Email me if you must, at @shawnzone.org.  I may or may not respond, but please tell me what is going on!!





The world appears when you scratch off the surface.

Denial is a safe place to the untrained eye.

You know who you are and this is for you...  Don't run from the
ones who actually care...  It's safe, you can breath, I promise there
will be oxygen...  If you don't try to breath how do you have a
chance to live?

I am here to keep my
promise to Shawn

Heaven Bound
Lyrics by WM and A+

Angel in your slow breeze
Kept away while the earth cries
Looking down upon my plea
Not ready to go but it’s time to leave
Elevation set in decline, he bleeds…
He just bleeds 

Will it be too late for me my angel?
Can you catch me before this final plummet?
If I cry out would you hear the sound?
I need you so promise me I’m heaven bound. 

Something inside me feels far from faith
It’s so much more than I can take
My efforts in this love shall go unnamed
I live in pieces in this hellish game
I hold the honors to bear solitary blame
If not my angel then who will save me from his grace

Will it be too late for me my angel?
Can you catch me before this final plummet?
If I cry out would you hear the sound?
I need you so promise me I’m heaven bound.

Wings fading off into the setting sun
Towards that devils ghostly calling
I can’t allow this to be goodbye
Stripped from flight, must I succumb to falling…
We’re falling…

 Will it be too late for me my angel?
Can you catch me before this final plummet?
If I cry out would you hear the sound?
I love you so promise me I’m heaven bound.
 
Catch me, catch me
My love, please catch me
Catch me, catch me
My love, catch me while I need you now


Thursday, November 24, 2005
 
Because of the season I have decided that the NIN song I posted
 lyrics to would make more sense on the day of Thankstaking. 
In hopes that the old post could find a good replacement in which it
 would be more and less hollow at the same time I chose the lyrics
to Sober to take it's place.  Not to mention that that post
 unfortunetly revolves around some peoples actions which
are somewhat compatable to the moods of the lyrics.


NIN - "See the animal in it's cage that you built
Are you sure what side you're on
Better not look him too closely in the eye
Are you sure what side of the glass you are on
See the safety of the life you have built
Everything where it belongs
Feel the hollowness inside of your heart
And it's all
Right where it belongs
What if everything around you
Isn't quite as it seems
What if all the world you think you know
Is an elaborate dream
And if you look at your reflection
Is it all you wanted to be?
What fi you could look right through the cracks
Would you find yourself
Find yourself afriad to see?
What if all the world's inside of your heart
Just creations of your own
Your devils and your gods
All the living and the dead
And you really are alone
You can live in this illusion
You can choose to believe
You keep looking but you can't find the words
Are you hiding in the dreams?"

AR your message shall be heard loud and clear.

   

Thursday, November 17, 2005
 
30 Seconds to Mars Dates

    11.18.2005
            Long Beach Arena
            Long Beach
            CA

    11.19.2005
            Thomas and Mack Center
            Las Vegas
            NV


30STM - I won’t suffer, be broken  Get tired, or wasted
Surrender to nothing  I'll give up what I
Started  And stop this
From end to beginning  A new day is calling
And I am finally free

Runaway, Runaway  I’ll attack
Runaway, Runaway  Go change yourself
Runaway, Runaway  Now I’ll attack
I’ll attack, I’ll attack

I would’ve kept you forever  But we had to sever
It ended for both of us  Faster than a...
kill off this thinking  It’s starting to sink in
I’m losing control now  Without you I can finally see

Runaway, Runaway  I’ll attack
Runaway, Runaway  Go change yourself
Runaway, Runaway  Now I’ll attack
I’ll attack, I’ll attack

Your promises  They look like lies
Your honesty’s  Like a back that hides a knife
I promise you  I promise you
I am finally free

Runaway, Runaway  I’ll attack
Runaway, Runaway  Go change yourself
Runaway, Runaway  Now I’ll attack
I’ll attack, I’ll attack  I will attack

You won't do that tour I am staying I promised Your promises
I promise you



Monday, October 24, 2005
 
The world appears when you scratch off the surface.

Denial is a safe place to the untrained eye.


You know who you are and this is for you...  Don't run from the
ones who actually care...  It's safe, you can breath, I promise there
will be oxygen...  If you don't try to breath how do you have a
chance to live?

I am here to keep my
promise to Shawn

Tool - "There's a shadow just behind me
Shrouding every step I take
Making every promise empty
Pointing every finger at me
Waiting like a stalking buttler
Who upon the finger rests
Murder now, the pattern called "must we"
Just because the son has come

Jesus,wont you fucking whistle ?
Something but the past and done
Jesus, wont you fucking whistle
Something but the past and done

Why can't we not be sober?
I just want to start this over
And why can't we drink forever?
I just want to start this over

I am just a worthless liar
I am just an imbecile
I will only complicate you
Trust in me and fall as well
I will find a centre in you
I will chew it up and leave
I will work to elevate you
Just enough to bring you down

Mother Mary, won't you whisper?
Something but what's past and done
Mother Mary, won't you whisper?
Something but what's past and done

Why can't we not be sober?
I just want to start this over
And why can't we sleep forever?
I just want to start this over
And why?

I am just a worthless liar
I am just an imbecile
I will only complicate you
Trust in me and fall as well
I will find a centre in you
I will chew it up and leave

Trust me
Trust me
Trust me
Trust me
Trust me
True true true true

Why can't we not be sober?
I just want to start things over
And why can't we sleep forever?
I just want to start this over
And why?

I want it when I want it
I want it when I want it
I want it when I want it
I want it when I want it"


 


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