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  This is a notes page for me I will be posting on and editing accordingly to my current notes status. I am keeping it up for people to follow and also as a way for me to keep myself on track. I might also include a bit of news in here but not much, it will only be posted if it is in my current notes. Expect nothing, but expect everything... ok? I still do not want to talk, I am not ready to see you again as of now. Current notes: (Written for SZ and are A+'s original draft) Heaven Bound Angel in your slow breeze Kept away while the earth cries Looking down upon my plea Not ready to go but it's time to leave Elevation set in decline, he bleeds… He just bleeds… Will it be too late for me my angel? Can you catch me before this final plummet? If I cry out would you hear the sound? I need you so promise me I'm heaven bound. Something inside me feels far from faith It's so much more than I can take My efforts in this love shall go unnamed I live in pieces in this hellish game I hold the honors to bear solitary blame If not my angel then who will save me from his grace Will it be too late for me my angel? Can you catch me before this final plummet? If I cry out would you hear the sound? I need you so promise me I'm heaven bound. Wings fading off into the setting sun Towards that devils ghostly calling I can't allow this to be goodbye Stripped from flight, must I succumb to falling… We're falling… Will it be too late for me my angel? Can you catch me before this final plummet? If I cry out would you hear the sound? I love you so promise me I'm heaven bound. Catch me, catch me My love, please catch me Catch me, catch me My love, catch me while I need you now The world appears when you scratch off the surface. Denial is a safe place to the untrained eye. You know who you are and this is for you... Don't run from the ones who actually care... It's safe, you can breath, I promise there will be oxygen... If you don't try to breath how do you have a chance to live? I am here to keep my promise to Shawn hawn, I really have no Idea how to word this... I am very worried about you... I know you think I have abandoned you but I haven't, I miss you so much... For the first time since Christmas I am crying, I really miss you now.. I love you, whether you believe my actions prove it or not. I don't know where you are or if you will even read this but I am sorry for what I have done... I am sorry for being confused, I just wish I could be more like you.. I am "sober" and it hurts to know it... Why did I have to be so ignurant
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